The f A L L

Risking it all in the name of love

she says as if its worth it to fall at all

Who falls so hard that the scrapes on your knees feels like you never you fell to begin with

The fall where your body doesnt even know it’s falling

how do i cope with something so nostalgic. Why am I reaching for an embrace that nearly drowned me. Suffocated me like no other. Why does this feel like home when I know its hell? It’s not all that I know! its not all that I want. Is it all that i deserve? Am i Victimizing myself just for an escape ? You found me when I was at my weakest. When i knew nothing but dirt and  mud. You treated me so well but so wrong at the same time how do i know if this is all that I want at all. You gave me flowers straight from the garden of the goddess herself. In return i give you a seed to grow. How sweet ? even if it was given to me straight from the underworld.

Does it burn?

Can you feel the heat on the scapes of your knees now?