Dear future lover

I miss you already and we haven’t even met. Im excited for the good morning texts,  talking endlessly at the end of the night. 

To feel your touch as I lay next to you! looking at the face I never want to forget. Im beyond the point of craving your affection and attention. I want you to know that I will put my everything into what we have. In return I ask and only ask … For you to do the same. Don’t make it a one way trip for me please. I haven’t even met you and yet my heart hurts already. But I’m so ready… Ready to be yours and you be mine. I want say I love you and actually mean it for once. I hope you know that I’m fragile and somewhat needy. I don’t like going hours without texting/talking. I miss u so I’ll put up with it if I have too but just know I miss you & only you as a lover . I’ll stop now but I can’t wait to meet you……. 

 

Somebody

I think I’m going to give in and have casual sex with someone … I miss feeling connected to someone. I miss having someone to talk to. I miss having a boyfriend to hold me . I miss it all. Someone just talk to me over the phone for  a hour.